Quando Quando Quando

I Love this song since i heard it from the first time ;)
*Tnyata suara gw mayan lah yah boooo, hihihihi ;)

Pre-Wrap

Ehehehehe, i feel like i wanna laugh when to write down here..

Well, as you know (or FYI), Ari had been in a relationship since last month. She's a nu person in his life. Don't ask where did i knew abt this, coz i just knew it..The point is, i had feeling that he wouldn't make it last with her, and guess what, they broke up..!!

I do feel like i wanna laugh..Am i mean? Whatever you say beb ;) I am laughing not because i love to see their broke, no no..I laugh because we're broke. Yes. I am thankfull of that..God shows me who he is now.

Thx God coz You remove him from my life, and my heart ;)

Belajar Ikhlas

I got good feeling recently ;)

Satu hal yang dapat dilakukan oleh waktu adalah menetralisir keadaan, tanpa seseorang atau orang banyak melakukan sesuatu..Seperti gw sekarang nie, alhamdulillah perasaan ke Ari udah reda, ilang, bablas, terbang bersama angin dan hanyut terbawa air *jahh apa sie..

Klo kata orang, perasaan bs hilang jika sudah menemukan yang baru. Mungkin untuk sebagian orang teori itu sukses membantu, tapi bukan ga mungkin orang baru tsb malah dijadikan pelarian, ya kan?! Alhamdulillah bgt perasaan itu ilang dengan sendirinya. Lagi” pengalaman ini mengajarkan untuk bs bersikap bijak dan menerima dengan ikhlas ;)

Well, sekarang gw udah siap untuk menerima orang baru lagi ;)

Mood Boosting

Hmm, where to start..

My feeling..Hmm it's getting better..Since he's in a relationship now, it's easier for me to ignore everything about him. It's easy for me to get closer and welcoming new guys in my life. Thx for him ;)

Last week when I went to Bandung, my bro and sis showed me there Korean reality show, named Running Man and We Got Married. Since then, i am addicted to them. It became my mood booster. I am willing to re-learn guitar.

Well, I actually have a guitar since Junior High School, but it is at my bro place now..Oooh i really want to learn it..I'll buy the new clasic Guitar (Nylon)..Really can't wait ^o^

I intend to learn French. I think it's a sexy language. I bought French and Japanese dictionary to learn without going to course, ehehhee..

I want to go to school and go to the new place to work..Pheew, lot of thing to do then..

Shocked

Kamis lalu, pas gw pulang ke rumah, secara ga sadar ternyata charger
bb gw ketinggalan di kantor. Cari akal tux ngecharge hp itu, akhirnya
gw make lapie dan kabel data..iseng" buka fb n twitter via web..guess
what i've found..Ari is in a relationship..!!

Wooow, i was speachless..that's really fast..mu nangis rasanya..i was
on the phone when i saw the feed..sampe" omongan temen gw itu ga ada
yg gw dengerin..gw blank seketika..omg, how could he..?!

Gw bener" berasa dibohongin..segala ucapan dy ke gw tuh bullshit..!!

"there's only you"
"i wanna get married with you!"
"i love you"
"i don't wanna lose you"
"i love you 24hrs no matter what happen"

Gosh..stupid me trusted all he said..

Kecewa..kecewaaaa bgt..alasan sibuk n ga punya wkt skrg udh ga berlaku
lagi kyny..itu makin ngebuka mata gw lagi, bahwa dy ga bener" sayang
sama gw..

Sekarang gw di bandung, lagi ambil cuti 3 hari nemenin nenex n fam gw
liburan disini..jd keinget dulu wkt dy nyamper gw ke sini..ngobrol
sama nyokap, ketawa" bareng..jalan" bareng..those were beautiful..

Sekarang..smuanya emang cuma boongan..i am shocked, really
shocked..but that's fine, karena dg begini, gw harus bener" ngapus dy
dr kehidupan gw..

"Klo lo ngerasa ga bs hidup tanpa dy, coba dibalik. Bisa ga lo hidup
bareng" dy terus?" - Yumin

Waaaaw, pertanyaan yg skakmat..!! I always imagine having a lil' fam
with him, happy together with our kids..tapi gw ga pernah ngebayangin
hidup dg seorang 'Don Juan', dmn sering dikelilingi wanita, gampang
jatuh cinta n gampang melupakan orang yg sudah diberikan harapan
setinggi langit..

"A woman has got to love a bad man once or twice in her life, to be
thankful for a good one". - Marjorie Kinnan

It's been twice my Dear God..i have enuf..would you please give me the
last one, to be my last 'stop' of hurt, hope and love? I pray to You..

Hellow Couples

Hello Couple ;)

Couple months i have followed some couples which are my friends..I love to see their blogs..I love to see the love between them. Some of them are silly, some are cute, some are stupid naughty..

Reading them sometimes makes me smile, sad and jealous..Who doesn't want to be loved in return? I do..They do..You do..

Sometimes i questioning myself, why can't i be like them? Why can't i have a lasting relationship?

Let's juz say yesterday was not my day and i hope i'll get my life partner soon ;)

The Healing

It's been a while..

2 months I didn't update this blog..Too much to be written here, I lost my mood when this page was opened..Am not ready to fill it up with the things I'd like to say..

But am ready now..

*The Break Up

Breakin' up from Ari was a..Heartbreak..A deep heartbreak..I thought he was the one..I was naive..I was stubborn..I was blind..He was just a professional sweet liar ;) I don't hate him, not at all..I admiring him for what he is, for what he achieved..Me, as a friend, really amazed of the things he had made..Me, as an ex, really disappointed of him..But then again, he coloured my day, even for a while..He was my rainbow..Maybe, he's the sweetest and the bitterest..

It's kind a hard for me living in the place where SLR is so easy to find, since it became so popular nowadays..It reminds me of him, it's identic to him..I had a lil' bit trauma to it..I've been in a position, where in a week, I was surounded by Photographers, hundreds of Photographers, three times in a week..Can you imagine being me..? Standing around them, hearing the sound of Shutters, seeing they taking pictures of the objects..It's suffering..I was stand, doing nothing, freezing until my friend pulled me out of there..

A week after the breaking up, I attended Ratih and Andre's wedding..I got the bouquet..!! Ahahahaha, I didn't know what to say, should I happy or sad of it..I was with The Guyz and they're just smile see it. I think they were the same with me, speechless..

Time will heal the pain..


Yes, it is..The more he disappears from me, the more I can forget him. He erased anything about me, Photos, Videos, all gone..He wants to erase me..That's ok..It proved that am too good for him..Well, I notice he had a cruch with a new one and has several close girls..It really shows how easy a word 'Love' is said without any meaning on it..Ouh, a lil bit sorry to all stewardesses and models, I hate you now ;)

Enough about him..He is moving on, I should do the same..

*I do something that I want to..

I did Capoeira..!! Yeeaaay, finally I made it..!! It was like 5 years ago I want to do that. It was fun, finally I met Andrew, the founders of Capoeira in Indonesia..Btw, I lost 4kgs in 4 times of practices..So good for you who want to lose the weight, heuheuheue..

I went to Galleries with Mayang..Oh what a sweet escape..I love ARTs..

I joined CF now, not to lose my weight, but to keep me healthy ;)

*The ex's marriage

Riyan and Nuy are married finally..I am happy for them..They got married in 101010, a special day, huh..Well, I came to the rehearsal with the main purpose to see the bride, since I never met her..Then I saw her..There's nothing I can say here *bbm or ym me for further information, LOL*..No regret at all coming there ;)

*The Promotion

Office is a place where the politic does exist..Nothing I can say here, too tired to think of it, too sick to talk about it..Well, a good friend of mine, which I think one of the greatest SA had resign after several important people did the same..

I got promoted as Head of GCM SA..Happy..? Don't know for sure..I just think it's good for my resume..

*Natural disaster

These couple days is being the hardest day for Indonesia..A Tsunami in Mentawai, an Earchquake in Wasior and a Mount Eruption in Jogyakarta..Many victims there..While they need help to live, our Public Representative (DPR) is going for 'sightseing-having fun-shopping' abroad..What the hell..Oooh I hate politic evenmore..

I hope by the world's help, all of them can be saved and heal from the traumatic..#PrayForIndonesia

*Love life

It's like a desert, huehuheue..I have no chrush with anyone..It's plain..Where everyone is busy planning their marriage, I am busy looking for the right guy..Tragic, mwuahahhaa..

*Plan

I have so much plans in my head..Still looking for the right path, the right time, and a bravery to realize them ;)

***
Am Healing..
;)

TheSingleWoman : “The moment we begin to seek love, love begins to seek us”.
~ It hasn't started on me -yet-, I think..

IhateQuotes : “When the prince of your fairytale turns into the jerk of the story, it's time to grab a pen and change the end”.
~ Am working on it :D

TweetMoveOn : “I'm single not because nobody wants me. It's because the lucky one is still waiting to be chosen by me”.
~ ;)

Pray #2

I love me and me only..but God, will You let me love someone who is destined for me now, may I ? I miss him already..

Year of Tears

Yes, as stated before, this is my Year of Tears..bukan bermaksud cengeng, tapi terlalu banyak kekecewaan..
I've became a dramaqueen lately..
Kebahagiaan yg gw kira akan lasting itu udah ilang even sebelum tengah tahun, di lanjutkan dengan kabar temen deket senasib dan sepenanggungan dari th lalu bakal pergi ke Swiss paling ga tux jangka waktu 2 th, dan lagi" gw ditinggalkan oleh temen" paling deket gw di kantor, ga nanggung", 2 orang resign dan 1 nya menyusul sehabis lebaran..lengkap sudah kesedihan gw th ini..
Tahun ini banyak bgt air mata yg gw keluarin..ya ampun gw jd cengeng, ahahahaa..sejak kapan gw mau nangis"an ky gini coba? Me don't look like me..

Pending post

Thursday, July 22, 2010
Dear God,
I think I’m ok now.. No more tears came from my eyes, even sometimes I feel miserable every time the zip memory comes in mind. 
                                                                                ***
Friday, July 23, 2010
Dear God,
I’m sorry coz I broke up my words yesterday.. I cried hard.. Too many disappointment things for me.. I think this is my Year of Tears.. I feel disappointed not because of him, but because of my trusted friends.. I need to be heard, feel beloved, to be cared.. I need someone who can really stand by me in every possibility at the sad and good things of my life..
Call me egoist.. Maybe I am..
Maybe at this moment I’m counting down every little thing I’ve done as a friend to give the best I have.. Is it wrong to expect the same from someone I expected to..?
Yeah I know there are many ways to show your kindness and care for everyone.. But because of that.. I feel the emptiness.. So this is what an ‘empty’ word stands for..
Dear God,
Please heal me.. I feel miserable at the moment.. Cry is the best thing I can do to feel better now..

Stubborn

Dear God,

It hurts..
You know how I feel, rite?

I love someone who doesn't loves me back..
Being the last one to know is hurt coz once, I've been the first one..
With all the promises he made, I expected those will come true..its heart breaking when someone comes to you, promises to take care for it and gives it back..broken..it's hurt..

Dear God,

I want to stop asking 'why', but I can't.. I couldn't find the reason why these things happened.. Will You juz give me someone who really loves me as much as I love him, even bigger than me.. I already miss him, God..

I know I am stubborn and strong enuf to accept it.. I believe I can handle it wisely and forget him to let my heart try accept a new one..but I don't want to -yet-.. Am I wrong if I have a lil bit hope to get him back to me? I want him, God..

Yeah once again I know I'm a stubborn person..

Package from God

Dear God, dy ga mau pergi dari kepala nie, knp y? Makin ke sini semakin terlihat bahwa ternyata ada org yg sangat gampang untuk 'membuang' rasa sayang yang sudah diraih dengan susah payah..sedangkan aq, Kau pasti tau aq org yg seperti apa..susah untuk sayang sama org, dan sekalinya udh sayang, pasti sayang bgt..Kau tau itu kan ya Allah..
He's a perfect 'package' for me, but seems like not for me yah..?
Terima kasih sudah pernah 'menitipkan' dy untuk aq yah, everyday with him was nice, really nice ;) *yah kcuali pas ending"nya..
Will you send me a better one, God? I already missed him ;)

Another 'Lost' moment

Quick update from me..
Well, I had really bad time these couple weeks..i fell in love..
Yes, I fell in love with him..that was my first time :)
I thought I had sth real, sth beautiful, sth that I believed, sth..from him..
I’ll say, I loved him..I love him..
Well, it’s time for me to move on, rite? It’s a process I think..
I wished I had the best one, but he’s not..
I believe God will send me the best one for me, amin :)

Indescribable

I'm happy for you, kebo..
Maaf aq nangis lagi..aq seneng dan bangga sama kamu..tapi aq ga bs bo'ong, klo aq sedih..Maaf aq ga bs nahan air mata aq..ga mau berenti nie, hehehe..tapi aq janji it'll stop..soon..
Tetep jadi kamu yg aq kenal yah, Yang :)

:)

Ternyata saya orang yang cukup bersabar sampai saat ini..

Karma

The fact

http://simplynorule.tumblr.com/

The Distance

I do

I do CARE

but You do CARELESS

NeeZ

Everyday

-I wish I can be like this everytime i feel sad-http://simplynorule.tumblr.com

The Apple

-Found the note which has been posted from Friendster time-

I wonder

-http://simplynorule.tumblr.com/-

Please?

Please hear my pray, God..

the seconds

I'm missing you for 1.209.600 seconds

(Mencoba) Sabar dan Mengerti

Gosh..hhh..buat beberapa orang yg pernah gw curhatin tiba”, pasti tau gw sedang mengalami apa..gw bimbang, gw sedih, gw mellow, sampe gw sakit..
Buat orang” yg udah kenal gw beberapa tahun ini pasti tau klo gw bukan orang yg cengeng, gw termasuk orang yg keras kepala, lebih mengutamakan rasio dibanding sama perasaan..tapi kali ini ga..huff..
I hate being like this..
But I’ll try to be more patient and understand the condition..I’ll try..

Menjaga sesuatu itu jauh lebih sulit dibandingkan pada saat menggapainya.

Huuh, kalimat yg tepat sekali dengan keadaan saat ini. Saya sedang merasa jauh dengannya. Sie pacar sibuk banget yaah..well, ga bener” jauh sie, dy masih di jkt, ga pergi kmn” selain ke kantor dan ke rumah atau terkadang menjemput gw sehabis pulang dari kantor. Minggu lalu sewaktu gw pergi ke Bandung with fam, dy menyusul, padahal baru pulang dinas dari Lembang pada 11 pm, dan jam 11.30 pm dy langsung mengendarai mobil sendirian ke Bandung (bikin khawatir aja).
Tapii..gw merasa jauh..mungkin karena suatu kebiasaan baru, yaitu kerjaan yang deadlinenya hampir setiap hari, membuat waktu berinteraksi sangat berkurang..dratis. Tell me am spoiled, but that’s what I feel. Ya mungkin karena dari awal qta terlalu dekat yah, jadinya hal yg wajar seperti ini saja bisa menimbulkan pikiran yang aneh”.

Imissu hun..

Rethinking

I need to talk.

Not to worry too much

Punya pacar seorang yang berprofesi didunia media itu musti tahan batin dengan godaan" yg ada disekeliling pacarnya..Dunia yang bisa dikategorikan dengan kata 'glamourous', termasuk rokok, minum, clubbing, dan wanita” cantik nan seksi yg 'bertebaran' dimana”..
Pacar saya seorang Photographer, wajar kah jika saya khawatir? Sangat wajar..
Coz i worry too much, saya sedikit 'berkonsultasi' dengan teman saya, Desca, yang notabene memiliki pacar seorang Photographer juga, dimana pacarnya itu adalah mantan saya, wkakaka.. (ok, dunia memang sangat kecil). Dy berhubungan selama 4 th, cukup lama, dan ternyata rasa khawatir itu masih ada.
Berarti memang sangat wajar klo saya merasa seperti ini..
Percaya, kynya cuma 1 kata itu saja yang bs di pegang teguh untuk saat ini :)

Kebo Iseng

The best one

Ari juz got started his new job as Photographer (etc) in Kompas Media. His first task was to take pics of Ferrari F430 Spider, the yellow one, and he was SO LUCKY can drove it from AutoMall to Parkit Senayan through Sudirman st (>.< Ouugh, I envy you!).
A : “Yang, nanti jgn heran y klo banyak temen” kantor aku yg ngeadd fb n profpicnya di depan mobil” mewah smua, min Mercedes Benz deh”.
N : “Kamu ga ikutan? Pasang juga dunk sama sie kuningnya..”
A : “Mau sie, tp ga mau aq jadiin profpic aku..Walo semahal apapun harga mobil itu, tetep ga sebanding dengan wanita yg ada disebelah aku..”
N : “^o^”
Condition : He set our pic as his profpic.
Aaaw, that’s so sweeeet..!! The best words for this month..!!

Where are you?

N : yang, kamu dmn? aku persis di depan aw
A : aku jg persis di depan aw
N : mana kamu ga ada?
A : ini persis didepannya beneran, berdiri ky patung pake baju merah ngejreng
N : mana aku ga liat, aku cuma liat orang pake baju merah tp bukan kamu
A : aku jg liat orang pake baju merah nih
N : kamu aw mana sih? airport soeta kan...?
A : yaiyalah masa juanda
N : ini aku udah berdiri didepan aw drtd, udah ky orang bloon
A : kok aku ga liat kamu ya, kamu ga liat aku?
N : nih ya, aku berdiri di depan aw, trus ada solaria. trus ada kfc
A : aku jg berdiri didepan aw, iya ada solaria, kfc jg ada

Location : Soekarno - Hatta Airport
Condition : We were standing in front of AW, at the different place, wkakakaa stupid..

Angot

Sedang angot"an -lagi-
Ini kenapa yah belakangan gw sering ky gini, bs tiba" angot"an tanpa alasan yg jelas..bs tiba" dingin sama smua orang..
Hayah, mavkan yaah klo gw angot"an -lagi-

*Sedang aneh..

List of marriage

Wew, semakin banyak saja yg married yah..Here's what i have to do : HUNTING baju buat dateng nikahan temen", wkakaka..
Eldut's Marriage

Hmmm

Emotion

Saya sedang emosi..
Bukan karena orang lain, tapi karena kondisi tubuh yg sepertinya sedang sangat nge-drop..cape..pegel..pusing..kepala panas..bawaannya jadi emosi dalam menanggapi hal" kecil sekalipun..

*Mav yah yg ngerasa saya jutekin bbrp hari ini

Sapa yg ngiri?

Location : My house
Condition : Browsing & chatting with our own notebooks, and he had webcaming with Ulan.

Ari : "Ooh, aku tau..harusnya kita kissing truz webcamnya dinyalain biar Ulan ngiri".
Me : "Yee, nanti malah dia ngebales qta sama Nino, jadi qta yang ngiri..skakmat deh..".
Ari : "Wakaka, iya yah..nanti Ulan bales pas tengah malem..ngiri deh..".

Dasar dodol, wkakaka..

-Jaman masih muda-

Left Note

I found this @11.30pm. That's sweet, hun ^o^

Love is in the air

I got news..!!
A year having long haircut, getting’ bored with it, and Voila..!! I got nu short haircut..!! loooove it..!!
Looking back my posting abt Welcome 2010, I suddenly remember my last point of resolution, and am doin’ it now..
I open my heart and let it feels the love from someone who gives me that. He gives me his heart, love and care to me. I never had this kind a feelin’, where I can be myself and feel comfortable around him. Love this..
Love without borders. I heard that quote from one of Radio station while I was driving. I think that line much likely the same with what happen now. And for that border, I, unexpectedly had conversation with my mom and got the green light to be with him..!! Wow..
I do really enjoy this kind a situation.

High Criteria

Td selesai sholat magrib, temen gw sempet nyeletuk:
Her : “ank” pada jalan sama co-nya nie Ca, gw sendirian disini, huhu..”
Me : “ya elah No, lo masih ada ayang nya, lah gw..!!”
Her : “ya tapi kan jauh Ca, jadi gw itungannya jomblo..lo sie kebanyakan milih, criteria nya ketinggian, hihihi..”
Me : “heee..??!!”

Gw ga pernah ngerasa punya criteria apapun soal co, ga seperti dulu waktu jaman skul, dmn smua ce menginginkan co yg putih, tinggi, jago basket, ank band, dll..am quite mature enuf to have that kind of imagination –face the reality-
Ternyata, temen” gw –yg tdk terlalu mengenal gw- beranggapan bahwa gw punya criteria yg terlalu tinggi ttg seorang pasangan..am i..? i don’t have any criteria. I wish to have someone who can makes me feel comfortable with him. Is that a criteria? I don’t think so..bcoz u gotta have that feeling if u want to be with someone..
Huhu, gw mengkhawatirkan yah? Masa sie gw ga bs dapet co Cuma karena ‘kenyamanan’ itu menjadi sebuah batasan? Am in the need of love, wkakakak..huff..
Ooh, satu lagi..gw tdk merasa menjadi seseorang dengan title ‘high quality’, I am an ordinary girl..

Caused by : java.lang.AppraisalError

Hihihihi..pas baca title nya dah tau dunk ini ttg apa..

Appraisal, salah satu event yg paling ditunggu" oleh smua karyawan, sama seperti di kantor gw, org" dah pada rusuh dr bulan des 2009 kemaren. Ekspektasi org pasti akan tinggi (ya iyalah y, sapa yg ga mau gaji gede) secara kerjanya jg dah ky kerja rodi..maklum, klo kerja di perusahaan IT kerjanya bs 24/7, lembur teruuus..

Project melimpah dengan resource yg sedikit bikin karyawannya jadi stress, kadang multitasking juga..cape lama", jd wajar dunk klo ngarep kenaikan yg tinggi, hehehe..

Truz apa jadinya klo event yg di tunggu" akhirnya datang juga, tp appraisal yg di harapkan justru bikin kecewa..? jadinya bubar jalan..haha..

Saatnya pindah ke lain hati..

Plain

Seperti Yoghurt Cimory yg Plain..itulah hidup gw sekarang.
Ga punya gebetan rasanya jd sepi, punya gebetan bikin ga konsen kerja, ada yg ngegebet juga kadang bikin males..heew, mau gw apa yah?

"Duh males bgt nie", kalimat yg keluar hampir setiap hari -almost 3 times a day, dah ky minum obat yah- yg bikin gw jd ga punya semangat kerja. Dapet kerjaan yg gampangnya ampun"an aja males ngerjainnya, hihihii..dasar manusia..!!

I REALLY need sumthin nu..it's too plain..

I wanna taste Vanilla..

Erase

I already deleted my inbox..huhu, quite sad, coz there are many memories with Roy ToT, hux..

Cin(T)a

Ok, gw akui gw emang basi bgt blm ntn This Great Movie..!! gw br ngeh ada nie film setelah gw balik dari Hanoi, yg ga sengaja liat beritanya di salah satu news online Ind. Gw langsung googling saat itu tux tau ceritanya ky apa, akhirnya gw nemu webnya.


http://www.godisadirector.com
Geez, i love it from the first time i opened this web..

Ga perlu gw ceritain juga yah nie film ttg apa. Mungkin emang udh ketebak endingnya bakal ky gmn. What i love from this movie is, the way it shows us great scenes & words that can make u think, 'iya juga y', or make u stand still in silent and find the meaning of them.

“Why do You create us differently if You only want to be worshipped in one way?”

Itu salah satu kalimat yang pasti selalu diingat orang, sama seperti gw slalu ingat kata” tsb. Why?

Gw semakin cinta sama film ini (walo gw blm ntn) coz i have almost the same experiences with Cina and Annisa (bedanya gw ga jadian aja, hihihi). I caught myself crying when i watched the movie trailer, wkakakaka..

Semakin gw liat sie Cina (Sunny Soon), makin gw suka ama cina, wkakaka..oh iyah, dy ank DKV '02 nya Binus loooowh, makin suka deh sama Sunny, hihihi..

Sejak gw tau ada film Cin(T)a, gw dah ga sabar pengen beli DVD nya..
(Kapan keluar nie DVD? Gw bener” dah ga sabar pengen punya koleksinyaaa >o<)

-Love Cina-

My 2009’s Trips

Wow, it’s such a long time I don’t update my blog. I’m about to wrap up my Year Trips in 2009. I’m not a traveler, but I think I’m going to start become it, hueheue..It’s kind a pleasure telling about ur trip through the writing. And here, am going to tell u abt mine.

Singapore (May – July 2009)
This is the 1st unconditional country that I attended. Why unconditional? Bcoz I have no intense to travel there even I wanted to. I went to Spore only for transit reason bcoz at that time I had several business trips to Vietnam.
One thing kept on my mind about Spore is that I stayed in Changi airport for a night waiting for the next flight to Jakarta, and I went nowhere there but going around the airport..Boring..Yeah I know such a poor coz I had a chance to explore Spore and I didn’t use it.
Well, at least now I have a plan to have a holiday there for couple days ^o^

Vietnam (May – July 2009)
I didn’t want to go to this country at start bcoz of its internal conflict and the fact that Vietnam is a Communist Country. It was such a long story until I went there.
I stayed In Hanoi near Hoan Kiem Lake © Nguyen The Hai for about 1st 3 weeks. I was surprised bcoz even it is a small city, the place was so clean. The government clean the roads every mornin’, imagine that..I believe we’r far from them in keeping the freshness of the city.

As stated in http://www.wordtravels.com/Cities/Vietnam/Hanoi, I enjoyed staying in Hanoi. Love the food so much, very tasty, but unfortunately it’s kind a hard for moslem to find Halal foods. This city of lakes gave me lil’ bit relaxation juz by sat under the trees around the lake.
Week 1, I went to Halong Bay, one of the World Wonders of nature finalist. It was nice. I went with average boat in private, hohoho..really nice view and food. I entered Sung Sot cave which full of lamps.

Week 2, for Perfume Pagoda. U can read the review in http://www.footprintsvietnam.com/Destinations/Perfume-Pagoda.htm. I like the way to go there bcoz we had to take the boat and cross the river to go there. Up in the mountain, exist Temples under the cave. I didn’t really like being there bcoz of the smokes. Ooh, i have new little girl friend, she's 9 year old & called Nina. She & her mom comes from California traveling arround the world (am jelous am jelous >o<)

Week 3, we were going to Ho Chi Minh museum (don’t know exactly it’s name) near the President Palace in Hanoi. Quite nice, they really maintain it nicely. Ooh i also met a new friend, he's a France called Ilyes Ayari, a really nice person ^o^
The conclusion of the trip is I like Hanoi, love it except the food contain pork (which almost every food contain it) and the people (read : my client), hihihi ^o^

East Java – Surabaya – Jember – Bromo (July 2009)
A week after I went back home, I went to Jember attended Ulan & Nino’s marriage. I went with Team Guyz consist of Mayang, Tee, Shinta, Tiwi, Ratih, Sasha, Intan, Kadek, & Manik. Not only come into Ulan’s marriage, we’re also went to Bromo. Not much I can say except beautiful. The mountain was so beautiful. We’re lucky coz the weather was clear and the sunshine hasn’t risen at the time we arrived.

Lombok - Bali (November 2009)
Last trip are Lombok and Bali. I have so many things to say about this trip.

Lombok
I didn’t know much about Lombok before go there. Tiwi is the one who convinced me to go there. Well, I was wavered to chose between going to Singapore or Lombok – Bali. She convinced me by gave me lots of review about them. Then I agreed to to there with my friends.
Funny thing is, they, who went with me to Lombok – Bali were stranger each others, except with me. I went with Tiwi, Jere, Ratih, Robin Tjap & Robin Olisa. They didn’t know each other except Ratih & Robin Tjap, coz they are couple (huuu, u guyz made us jealous, it was like ur pre-honeymoon, huh, hihihi..).
Lombok was incredible, amazing, beautiful and loveable and all amazed things that words can say. I love Lombok. I love the seashore, I love the air, the water, I love the citizen, I love Lombok..!! Oh, except the weather bcoz it was too hot. It burnt my skin, huhu ToT

We stayed at Gili Trawangan, one the the small island in Lombok for 3 days. Day 1, we were cycling with rented bicycle through the island. It took about 3 hours rode it. Day 2, we snorkeled through 3 Gilis, Gili Trawangan, Gili Meno and Gili Air.
We spent the night by walking around the café, yeap café. There are many cafes provided may food, especially seafood (of course) and Mushroom beer.
Maybe u can’t imagine what I wrote here, I juz can say, see it by urself ^o^


Bali
Day 3, we went to Bali from Lombok. Well, Bali didn’t impress me much, maybe because I went to Lombok 1st and it amazed me ^o^. Day 4 & 5, We went to many Temples from Bedugul, Kintamani, Monkey Forest, Tanah lot, Dreamland and Sukowati. Day 6 we rented motorcycles and goin' arround Kuta where Jere was't able to drive it at all & that was his 1st time drive while i was as his passenger (praying when he was driving it) , hihihi..
Bali..not much i can say coz i bet all of u been there, hihihi ^o^


Overall, I can say my life is BEAUTIFUL...!!

-Alhamdulillah-

Welcome 2010

Tahun cepet banget berganti yah..ternyata 1 tahun itu cepet bgt, ga berasa..gw masih inget last year waktu pergantian tahun 2008 ke 2009, gw duduk dikamar, memikirkan resolusi kedepan..setelah berjam - jam duduk (dengan so' serius), gw tetep ga nemu 'what i want & have to do'. Akhirnya gw ga punya resolusi d tux th 2009.

I'm the one who let things flow as they should flow. Bukan berarti gw ga punya keinginan sie, cuma blom tau aja mau gw apa..Well, dengan tidak memiliki Resolusi -target- bukan berarti tahun tersebut berjalan dengan tdr menyenangkan bukan? Buktinya -alhamdulillah- gw punya kesempatan tux pergi ke luar negri walo dengan tujuan business trip yg secara tdk langsung cara pandang gw berubah terhadap apapun yg ada di dunia ini. Gw punya cerita seru tentang relationship status gw dengan beberapa co, dan mantannya salah satu co tsb. Gw punya tambahan banyak teman ^o^ dan merasa kehilangan beberapa teman juga :(

Yang pasti, gw suka th 2009..many memorable things whether good or bad, but still love it ^o^

2010

To be honest, gw sama sekali blom punya resolusi..kejadian yg sama dengan th lalu, gw duduk sendiri & mikirin resolusi gw itu. Banyak tuntutan ke gw sie, soal S2, soal Jodoh, soal Kerjaan..But once again, i'll let things happen to me.

But, gw ga sepenuhnya blank soal resolusi ini. I want to fix several things and hope it will last forever.
1.Keep in touch with my friends. Semakin hari gw semakin sadar klo gw semakin kehilangan mereka. Bukan karena sombong, tp kesibukan -so' sibuk- yg memaksa.
2.Fokus. Yeah yeah, old story..gw suka ga fokus terhadap apapun yg sedang gw lakukan, dampaknya jd suka ngaret deh.
3.Intens with my fam.
4.Ngajiiiiii..!!
5.Mulai memikirkan mu sekolah dmn -!@#$%^&*-
6.Semakin membuka diri terhadap org” baru yg berdatangan ^o^

Well, moga” smua bs berjalan dengan baik yah..amiiin ^o^