2 weeks

Things r goin' really beautiful in d past..makanya, hal yg paling gw suka itu adalah waktu masa" pdkt, klo dah jadian bawaannya malah uring"an, ck ck ck..like now, we r soooooo busy together abt our own job n the condition juz different rite now..huff..i have no guts to say that i want him to be juz like before..i miss the 'old' him..

Tadi bbrp temen gw msg & telp gw, ngasih tau gw tux liat fesbuk dy, ternyata ada foto mantannya..yeah i know klo dy lg hangout together with his friends, which is, she could be in there & kenyataannya beneran kan she's there..well..gw biasa aja sie tadinyaaaa...tp koq jadi berasa heboh bgt yaaah..mana gw ga bs tlp dy, ck ck ck..y su, gw pulang dengan feeling ga jelas, gw marah, jeles, ato justru biasa aja..? gw juga ga ngerti..i logged-on fesbuk, n found her pic on his fesbuk..suddenly i got the 'x'-syndrom, wkakakaka (hanya gw & rara yg tau)..

Well..jujur aja, gw typical orang yg gampang il-feel..soooo..don't blame me if my feeling for u could be gone..

a week

Owkeyh, i want to tell u what's on my mind..having an LDR is sucks, ga enak..standart aja sie, no time, we're busy each other, having no time for us even for ourself..cliche huh..yeaah, i try to understand his job lah klo gt, ck ck ck..

*ketula dapet co programmer, wkakaka..

Well anywaaaaaaaay..my PM told me that the company wants to send me n him to Vietnam for GCM product for e-banking in there..wew, i'm not ready..my friends tell me that i have to go, this is a gud chance..i think so..but i don't know lah, belom tentu diizinin ma bonyok gw kan..

Job oh job..

the last one for love

Yeap, this is the day i finally found d sureness..i know where my position rite now, i know how should i decide sth..
So, instead of being the 1st one, i decided to be the last one for love..
Happy..
Strange..
Happy again..
n then
Jealous, wkakakaka ( since the x-gf keep irritating me even she's not doin' it straight away, but quite annoying, heuheuehue..)

*Thx for the white roses & a forehead thingy, quite romantic ^0^

noted

Today..noted..
C y for couple months again ^o^

one more day

Skate today on TA mall..he's doin' gud as a beginer since that was his 1st time for skating, hehehehe..as usual we took pics, while i was abt to took his pic, the x-gf called..uh, she's kind an irritating gurl..yeah i realize i don't have the right to feel that way since am still NO ONE for him..but please, should u called him on n on everytime we'r together..? Uuh..
Well still nothing to be highlighted today, n he'll back there tomorrow..after this, if i still don't have any sureness, then we'll be juz a friend..

meet him

Finally i met him today n spent the day together by watching Monsters vs Alien 3D, ate 'yaiks' noodle, ate crepes, buryam n Sour Sally which is da 1st time for him since he doesn't like yoghurt, but infact, he likes Sour Sally, hehhehe..
Well, nothing to be highlighted for today, juz doin' sth common, hehhee..
-wait for tom ^o^-

Pengen Liburaaaan >.<

Too tired of work >.<

Huff, dah ga tau d rasany klo tiap pagi ke kantor, bawaanny dag dig dug sama kerjaan yg lagi gw tanganin..slaluuu aja ada perubahan, ntah itu emg dr sisi gw yg dudul ga teliti ato dr temen gw atopun dr pihak sie client..sempet kepikiran mu resign aja, ga kuat nahan beban batinny euy, berasa ky diteror sampe kebawa mimpi, huff..no one i can talk to..ujung"nya gw emg paling bs jujur sama Dee..mungkin coz dy yg paling ga tau kondisi kantor gw ky apa, jadiny gw berasa lepas bgt klo cerita ke dia..well she's the one who is rarely with me, but intens i think, she's come @ the rite time when i need someone to talk to..yeah, support each other, rite sista ^0^

My friends r abt to go to Belitung this weekend, ooh it will be fun..!! too bad i can't enjoy them, yeah coz of several reasons that no need to tell here, juz abt making me emotional, waakakaka..well, have a really fabulous trip guyz :(

He'll come on 10th..if he come..let c how my long weekend will be ended, will it be lots of fun or lots of crap (since if he's not coming then my weekend will be really sucks..)

I want to go to d beach, want to go to the mountain, want to try many things that never been tried before...really wanna have lots of fun...!!

@u, u'd better be come >.<

fesbuk teruus..

Niatnya wiken ini mu ngelanjutin kerjaan, tp malah browsing sana sini sambil liatin fesbuk..gara" fesbuk juga jd ga mood..the more i look the pics, the more i can't compare myself to her..they look nice together i think..will i take a wrong way to accept him or should i take it..?
Huff..Blame Fesbuk for making me bad mood =.='

couple days

5 more days to 10th..