Stubborn

Dear God,

It hurts..
You know how I feel, rite?

I love someone who doesn't loves me back..
Being the last one to know is hurt coz once, I've been the first one..
With all the promises he made, I expected those will come true..its heart breaking when someone comes to you, promises to take care for it and gives it back..broken..it's hurt..

Dear God,

I want to stop asking 'why', but I can't.. I couldn't find the reason why these things happened.. Will You juz give me someone who really loves me as much as I love him, even bigger than me.. I already miss him, God..

I know I am stubborn and strong enuf to accept it.. I believe I can handle it wisely and forget him to let my heart try accept a new one..but I don't want to -yet-.. Am I wrong if I have a lil bit hope to get him back to me? I want him, God..

Yeah once again I know I'm a stubborn person..