Yes i'm ready

This is the third days he didn’t call me..well, it shows me enuf that I did d rite decision, rite..? I already knew the consequences by told him that I don’t like being the one who’s been storied abt his x gf. Jealous ? Maybe a lil’ bit..but that’s ok, I won’t regret my decision. Am the one who’s not giving him a chance to talked. So this is my risk. Losing someone who’s filled my days with smiles, phones, jokes, and everything..am ready to lose it..

The Past

Why can’t people get over the past..?
Is it bcoz the past has the most beautiful moment for u?
Is it bcoz the past has intrigue thing for u?
Is it bcoz u’d done sth bad?
Is it bcoz the past had done sth bad to u?
Is it bcoz u r totally -stuck- in love with one person?
Is it bcoz u r so stupid can’t face the future?

Why do I always get involved with people like u..?!!

The question

Someone asked me couple days ago,
her : “caca, r u fallin' in love..?”
me : “whaaat..? how come u ask me that question?”
her : “i dunno, u look different with the last time i went to ausie”
me : “really..?”
her : “r u?”
me : juz gave a -question mark- smile

My question is, “am i..?”