Package from God

Dear God, dy ga mau pergi dari kepala nie, knp y? Makin ke sini semakin terlihat bahwa ternyata ada org yg sangat gampang untuk 'membuang' rasa sayang yang sudah diraih dengan susah payah..sedangkan aq, Kau pasti tau aq org yg seperti apa..susah untuk sayang sama org, dan sekalinya udh sayang, pasti sayang bgt..Kau tau itu kan ya Allah..
He's a perfect 'package' for me, but seems like not for me yah..?
Terima kasih sudah pernah 'menitipkan' dy untuk aq yah, everyday with him was nice, really nice ;) *yah kcuali pas ending"nya..
Will you send me a better one, God? I already missed him ;)

Another 'Lost' moment

Quick update from me..
Well, I had really bad time these couple weeks..i fell in love..
Yes, I fell in love with him..that was my first time :)
I thought I had sth real, sth beautiful, sth that I believed, sth..from him..
I’ll say, I loved him..I love him..
Well, it’s time for me to move on, rite? It’s a process I think..
I wished I had the best one, but he’s not..
I believe God will send me the best one for me, amin :)

Indescribable

I'm happy for you, kebo..
Maaf aq nangis lagi..aq seneng dan bangga sama kamu..tapi aq ga bs bo'ong, klo aq sedih..Maaf aq ga bs nahan air mata aq..ga mau berenti nie, hehehe..tapi aq janji it'll stop..soon..
Tetep jadi kamu yg aq kenal yah, Yang :)

:)

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