2011

Flashback to 2010's resolutions, kynya ga banyak yg tercapai..sayang sekali..malam ini dejavu lagi..gw duduk di kamar memikirkan apa yg harus tercapai di tahun ini, dan gw ga mau muluk", gw akan merealisasikan resolusi 2010 tsb ;)

Well anyway, i bought 3 tickets this year, yeaaay..!! I'll go to Phuket by Feb, Hongkong by May and Lombok - Bali by August, soooo excited..!!

I intend get my post graduate degree, hope i can get to UGM, amiiin ;)

Hope this year gonna be fierce ;)

Quando Quando Quando

I Love this song since i heard it from the first time ;)
*Tnyata suara gw mayan lah yah boooo, hihihihi ;)

The Healing

It's been a while..

2 months I didn't update this blog..Too much to be written here, I lost my mood when this page was opened..Am not ready to fill it up with the things I'd like to say..

But am ready now..

*The Break Up

Breakin' up from Ari was a..Heartbreak..A deep heartbreak..I thought he was the one..I was naive..I was stubborn..I was blind..He was just a professional sweet liar ;) I don't hate him, not at all..I admiring him for what he is, for what he achieved..Me, as a friend, really amazed of the things he had made..Me, as an ex, really disappointed of him..But then again, he coloured my day, even for a while..He was my rainbow..Maybe, he's the sweetest and the bitterest..

It's kind a hard for me living in the place where SLR is so easy to find, since it became so popular nowadays..It reminds me of him, it's identic to him..I had a lil' bit trauma to it..I've been in a position, where in a week, I was surounded by Photographers, hundreds of Photographers, three times in a week..Can you imagine being me..? Standing around them, hearing the sound of Shutters, seeing they taking pictures of the objects..It's suffering..I was stand, doing nothing, freezing until my friend pulled me out of there..

A week after the breaking up, I attended Ratih and Andre's wedding..I got the bouquet..!! Ahahahaha, I didn't know what to say, should I happy or sad of it..I was with The Guyz and they're just smile see it. I think they were the same with me, speechless..

Time will heal the pain..


Yes, it is..The more he disappears from me, the more I can forget him. He erased anything about me, Photos, Videos, all gone..He wants to erase me..That's ok..It proved that am too good for him..Well, I notice he had a cruch with a new one and has several close girls..It really shows how easy a word 'Love' is said without any meaning on it..Ouh, a lil bit sorry to all stewardesses and models, I hate you now ;)

Enough about him..He is moving on, I should do the same..

*I do something that I want to..

I did Capoeira..!! Yeeaaay, finally I made it..!! It was like 5 years ago I want to do that. It was fun, finally I met Andrew, the founders of Capoeira in Indonesia..Btw, I lost 4kgs in 4 times of practices..So good for you who want to lose the weight, heuheuheue..

I went to Galleries with Mayang..Oh what a sweet escape..I love ARTs..

I joined CF now, not to lose my weight, but to keep me healthy ;)

*The ex's marriage

Riyan and Nuy are married finally..I am happy for them..They got married in 101010, a special day, huh..Well, I came to the rehearsal with the main purpose to see the bride, since I never met her..Then I saw her..There's nothing I can say here *bbm or ym me for further information, LOL*..No regret at all coming there ;)

*The Promotion

Office is a place where the politic does exist..Nothing I can say here, too tired to think of it, too sick to talk about it..Well, a good friend of mine, which I think one of the greatest SA had resign after several important people did the same..

I got promoted as Head of GCM SA..Happy..? Don't know for sure..I just think it's good for my resume..

*Natural disaster

These couple days is being the hardest day for Indonesia..A Tsunami in Mentawai, an Earchquake in Wasior and a Mount Eruption in Jogyakarta..Many victims there..While they need help to live, our Public Representative (DPR) is going for 'sightseing-having fun-shopping' abroad..What the hell..Oooh I hate politic evenmore..

I hope by the world's help, all of them can be saved and heal from the traumatic..#PrayForIndonesia

*Love life

It's like a desert, huehuheue..I have no chrush with anyone..It's plain..Where everyone is busy planning their marriage, I am busy looking for the right guy..Tragic, mwuahahhaa..

*Plan

I have so much plans in my head..Still looking for the right path, the right time, and a bravery to realize them ;)

***
Am Healing..
;)

TheSingleWoman : “The moment we begin to seek love, love begins to seek us”.
~ It hasn't started on me -yet-, I think..

IhateQuotes : “When the prince of your fairytale turns into the jerk of the story, it's time to grab a pen and change the end”.
~ Am working on it :D

TweetMoveOn : “I'm single not because nobody wants me. It's because the lucky one is still waiting to be chosen by me”.
~ ;)

Indescribable

I'm happy for you, kebo..
Maaf aq nangis lagi..aq seneng dan bangga sama kamu..tapi aq ga bs bo'ong, klo aq sedih..Maaf aq ga bs nahan air mata aq..ga mau berenti nie, hehehe..tapi aq janji it'll stop..soon..
Tetep jadi kamu yg aq kenal yah, Yang :)

The best one

Ari juz got started his new job as Photographer (etc) in Kompas Media. His first task was to take pics of Ferrari F430 Spider, the yellow one, and he was SO LUCKY can drove it from AutoMall to Parkit Senayan through Sudirman st (>.< Ouugh, I envy you!).
A : “Yang, nanti jgn heran y klo banyak temen” kantor aku yg ngeadd fb n profpicnya di depan mobil” mewah smua, min Mercedes Benz deh”.
N : “Kamu ga ikutan? Pasang juga dunk sama sie kuningnya..”
A : “Mau sie, tp ga mau aq jadiin profpic aku..Walo semahal apapun harga mobil itu, tetep ga sebanding dengan wanita yg ada disebelah aku..”
N : “^o^”
Condition : He set our pic as his profpic.
Aaaw, that’s so sweeeet..!! The best words for this month..!!

Love is in the air

I got news..!!
A year having long haircut, getting’ bored with it, and Voila..!! I got nu short haircut..!! loooove it..!!
Looking back my posting abt Welcome 2010, I suddenly remember my last point of resolution, and am doin’ it now..
I open my heart and let it feels the love from someone who gives me that. He gives me his heart, love and care to me. I never had this kind a feelin’, where I can be myself and feel comfortable around him. Love this..
Love without borders. I heard that quote from one of Radio station while I was driving. I think that line much likely the same with what happen now. And for that border, I, unexpectedly had conversation with my mom and got the green light to be with him..!! Wow..
I do really enjoy this kind a situation.