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Want to write down everything that comes in my mind

29 December 2009

Movin' On

Everyone has movin' on, am stuck...
it's not that i don't want to move on, but juz don't know where to move..

Urrgh >.<

19 December 2009

Hilang


Well, sebenernya gw pengen post tentang Trip recap gw slama th 2009 ini, but gw pending dulu coz masih dalam proses pengerjaan, hihihi..tiba" pengen nulis hal ini aja..

Sebenernya dah lama sie pengen curhat disini, tp ga sempet & klo pun ada kesempatan, malas pula..

Eniwei, belakangan gw ngerasa ada yg ilang aja..ilang kesempatan, ilang waktu, ilang semangat, bahkan ilang temen..ilang temen disini sie bukan dalam arti sebenernya yaah, masih pada sehat" aja koq, dan semoga sehat selalu, hehehe ^o^ ilang temen disini adalah dalam artian kurangnya intensitas antara gw ke mereka, di karenakan beberapa faktor 'hilang' diatas dan sebagainya..

Gw akuin gw sibuk dan gw yakin mereka juga sibuk. Ada yg kerjanya menggila, ada yg sibuk dengan kuliah dan tugas"nya, ada yg pergi" terus, ada juga yg ilang entah kemana dengan sendirinya. I've tried to contact u guyz, biasanya sie by YM, tp kynya suka ga nyampe y msg gw..inetnya lg dodol x yah, sama ky inet gw yg makin lama makin cupu, hueheuehuee..

Heew, life's unconditionally changed yah..kangen ih..

14 October 2009

Inspiration Point



Weew, quite long that I never put any words in my blog, huh..

Well, dunno where to start..
Maybe I’ll start from my work zone..

Well, I can say that my work is totally a mess. Not that I cannot do the job well, but it’s more to the office management issue. I fed up tellin’ abt this. Well anyway, the more I do my job, the more I know that the suggestion is playing a big rule. Why can I say that? It’s bcoz I realize when u don’t put the problem into a big thing, u will not feel suffer of it, but when u put it as the most influence thing in ur work, then hell..u will feel burden.

Like Norman Vincent Peale said, “How you think about a problem is more important than the problem itself - so always think positively”. Well, I agree of what the quotes saying. That’s why nowadays, I try to fill my day with many positive thoughts and hanging out with inspirational person.

Talking about an inspirational person, I have a friend who fulfills criteria of it. I met him in Rotaract occasion couple months ago. He’s nice, very smart and intelligent person.. Not only that, easy going and has the same way of hanging out with another made me close with him easily. And u know what, he is a cute Chinese (as u know, am a Chinese lover), wkakakaka.. owkeeyh, focus on his personality..! As I jotted down before, he is such an inspirational person for me. He knows what he wants and knows how to achieve it. He knows the color of his life whether it’s black or white, while me, I can say that I -now- see my future life in a Grey color ^o^

Not that am saying that my other friends are not an inspirational person. Lucky me, am surrounded by many talented person in my life. I wanna be like them, can give many positive energy to my surroundings ^o^

Anyway, I attended a workshop held by Rotaract organization. We went to Puncak. First day was fun, we were playing a game named Exoro Game. Very nice game where u need to put ur full attention to this game. FYI, this game has been finished in 5 hours..!

Second day was also a very hectic and inspirational one. We played the Exoro Game in the real world, called Exoro Live, where all functional in this game must be implemented in the real world. Aah, I didn’t tell u abt this game, huh..This game is about how to create money from minimum capital. The game is more like Monopoli game, but much more complicated.

I can tell that my life for these couple weeks is HAPPY..!!

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Oouuuu, I have a plan with my friends to go for holiday, yeeeaaaayyy…!!! Finaalyyy..!!! I do really need a refreshing ^o^

10 September 2009

Yes i'm ready

This is the third days he didn’t call me..well, it shows me enuf that I did d rite decision, rite..? I already knew the consequences by told him that I don’t like being the one who’s been storied abt his x gf. Jealous ? Maybe a lil’ bit..but that’s ok, I won’t regret my decision. Am the one who’s not giving him a chance to talked. So this is my risk. Losing someone who’s filled my days with smiles, phones, jokes, and everything..am ready to lose it..

09 September 2009

The Past

Why can’t people get over the past..?
Is it bcoz the past has the most beautiful moment for u?
Is it bcoz the past has intrigue thing for u?
Is it bcoz u’d done sth bad?
Is it bcoz the past had done sth bad to u?
Is it bcoz u r totally -stuck- in love with one person?
Is it bcoz u r so stupid can’t face the future?

Why do I always get involved with people like u..?!!