2 weeks

Things r goin' really beautiful in d past..makanya, hal yg paling gw suka itu adalah waktu masa" pdkt, klo dah jadian bawaannya malah uring"an, ck ck ck..like now, we r soooooo busy together abt our own job n the condition juz different rite now..huff..i have no guts to say that i want him to be juz like before..i miss the 'old' him..

Tadi bbrp temen gw msg & telp gw, ngasih tau gw tux liat fesbuk dy, ternyata ada foto mantannya..yeah i know klo dy lg hangout together with his friends, which is, she could be in there & kenyataannya beneran kan she's there..well..gw biasa aja sie tadinyaaaa...tp koq jadi berasa heboh bgt yaaah..mana gw ga bs tlp dy, ck ck ck..y su, gw pulang dengan feeling ga jelas, gw marah, jeles, ato justru biasa aja..? gw juga ga ngerti..i logged-on fesbuk, n found her pic on his fesbuk..suddenly i got the 'x'-syndrom, wkakakaka (hanya gw & rara yg tau)..

Well..jujur aja, gw typical orang yg gampang il-feel..soooo..don't blame me if my feeling for u could be gone..

a week

Owkeyh, i want to tell u what's on my mind..having an LDR is sucks, ga enak..standart aja sie, no time, we're busy each other, having no time for us even for ourself..cliche huh..yeaah, i try to understand his job lah klo gt, ck ck ck..

*ketula dapet co programmer, wkakaka..

Well anywaaaaaaaay..my PM told me that the company wants to send me n him to Vietnam for GCM product for e-banking in there..wew, i'm not ready..my friends tell me that i have to go, this is a gud chance..i think so..but i don't know lah, belom tentu diizinin ma bonyok gw kan..

Job oh job..

the last one for love

Yeap, this is the day i finally found d sureness..i know where my position rite now, i know how should i decide sth..
So, instead of being the 1st one, i decided to be the last one for love..
Happy..
Strange..
Happy again..
n then
Jealous, wkakakaka ( since the x-gf keep irritating me even she's not doin' it straight away, but quite annoying, heuheuehue..)

*Thx for the white roses & a forehead thingy, quite romantic ^0^

noted

Today..noted..
C y for couple months again ^o^

one more day

Skate today on TA mall..he's doin' gud as a beginer since that was his 1st time for skating, hehehehe..as usual we took pics, while i was abt to took his pic, the x-gf called..uh, she's kind an irritating gurl..yeah i realize i don't have the right to feel that way since am still NO ONE for him..but please, should u called him on n on everytime we'r together..? Uuh..
Well still nothing to be highlighted today, n he'll back there tomorrow..after this, if i still don't have any sureness, then we'll be juz a friend..